Dear Mario,
I have had the following in my head for ages…
Over the last decade or two I have become guilt ridden about being a natural
explainer and giver of ideas in the form of activities to do on Monday. My
lower middle-class, middle England, Methodist background saw the rightness
in contemporary views of self effacement and working for others to grow rather
than be given to.
I am still guilt ridden but that is largely the permanent lot of people with my
background! However, I am increasingly of the view that there is a huge
difference between 1 to 6 hours of in-service development and longer periods, some-
times up to one year. All my work has been as short term teacher trainer.
As a short-term teacher trainer, I now feel that the best way I can work with
teachers is to offer my ideas with passion, to live some of them out with the
teachers and to give them lots more. I hope that this living in the ideas will
enable the teachers to feel with their whole selves whether it is right for them.
That experience would come under the heading of awareness and appreciation.
I do my utmost to offer ideas which are practical to do. As a result I hope that
the teachers will develop a positive attitude of, 'I am determined to try these ideas
out with my students'. By giving lots of activities the teachers also leave with
knowledge ie knowing lots more things they can do.
If you decide to publish this letter then it would be disastrous if you were to leave
out the next bit!
The session with me is only the tip of the iceberg.
I have not given the teachers flowers (to use an analogy I have twice heard from
Pilgrims trainers). I have given them berries they can eat on Monday, each
containing a seed. They take the berry, motivated by the desire to have something
for Monday, but, without necessarily realising they are taking a seed which can grow
where they take it. Quite often teachers, with whom I have worked, will say to me,
'Oh, I tried out your ideas and they really worked!'
'That's nice!' says I, 'Tell me what you did!'
They then describe something which is unrecognisable to me. They have made the
idea their own and manifested it in a form which reflects that. By having lots of
activities to work with the momentum is given for them to have lift-off over the
coming weeks or months and to sail into flight.
Imagine the horror of attending an inspiring teacher development course without
things to do on Monday and getting home on Saturday to your family. You spend the
weekend with the family, of course. On Sunday evening, having finally put them all
to bed, you face preparing your lessons for the next day. You sit by your desk, remember
the wonderful days that you had on the inspiring course, gulp, and say to yourself, 'Tomorrow
night! I'll prepare properly tomorrow night! But tonight, I am too tired to try to work out
what I can do which will reflect and manifest the inspiring things I did last week during the
course!'
And then, as the weeks go by, the teacher has the wretched experience of knowing that she
was totally privileged to have been on the course but unable to put her new awareness into
significant practice.
She can finish up guilt ridden (just like me)!
Andrew Wright
AW has worked as a teacher trainer over the last 30 years and in about 30 countries. He is the
author of: Five Minute Activities (CUP), Creating Stories with Children (OUP) and 1000+
Pictures for Teachers to Copy (Longman)